One Journey Ends and Another Begins

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Or maybe you don't ask...but if you do, here ya go.

As most of you reoccurring readers know, I'm off of the Pacific Crest Trail for the remainder of the year. If you're new to the blog, well, now ya know. When I made the decision to get off of the PCT, it wasn't easy. I was making a decision that was going to impact the rest of my year, and who knows what else. After I left Portland and flew home back to Ohio, I was immediately welcomed back by all of my friends and family. The first day back in Ohio I was lucky enough to attend one of my best friends' wedding reception. It was a beautiful night as everyone laughed and hung out into the evening. After three days at my parents house in Canton, OH, I meandered on down to Cincinnati to do some work for a friend of mine. He needed some photos of a few houses taken as well as some appliances moved and general labor help. I needed some quick cash, so my buddy Danny and I went down for a couple of days. Cincinnati is a pretty rad city, and I'd be lying if I didn't say that I almost stayed in Ohio because of the opportunities in Cincinnati. Although my decision could have been easy, I decided to stick with my original plan. 

Orignial Plan?

Surprisingly enough, while I was in Lassen National Park eating breakfast at JJ's Cafe, I was on the phone with the same good friend mentioned above, Danny. I'm talking to Danny on the phone outside of the cafe and all of the sudden a man walks behind me as I'm mentioning something about Denver, CO. He interrupts briefly to inform me that him and his wife own a gardening service in Denver. "Come over and talk to us after you're off the phone, man!" he belts out as he strolls away. I did just that.

After about 20 minutes of conversation about the trail, what I'm doing, and what I'll be doing after the trail, both Chris and Amy, the two owners, offer me a seasonal gardening gig in Denver whenever I get off trail. Now, to be honest, I really didn't give it much thought at that very moment. To be completely open, at that point I hadn't give anything much thought other than how I was going to finish the PCT. Although I had obviously thought about what I would do, and when, after I got off trail, I wasn't sure what that would be. I knew I had 100 days, I guess I was just obvious to the fact that the time was finally there. Ducky and I strolled off into the National Park and the moment passed. 

Fast forward to the last day on trail before I headed to Portland. 

I was debating on exactly what I wanted to do as we all sat in the hotel room. I knew it was decision time, but I just wasn't sure what I had in store for me. As you may know, I had a few options. One of those said options was taking the seasonal gig in Denver for the rest of the year and figuring the rest out once I got there. I mulled over it for the rest of the day, and when the time finally came to head to Portland with Scooter, my mind was made up. Now, it wasn't just an 'easy' decision, as some would probably like to assume. I really could have gone, and still could, go back to corporate if I every so choose. I could stay in Canton, and pay $200 less per month just for rent alone, not even calculating in other expenses that are higher in Denver and other cities. I could have gone back to Columbus, only to fall rightly so back into my routines. I could have stayed and been comfortable. 

I asked myself, "Would I regret this? Would I take a risk?" 

I answered yes to both questions.

I would go to Denver after a week at home, work for Amy and Chris, and figure the rest out. My main motivations weren't for the money, because after all, gardening doesn't pay too much, but more for the location. After working in corporate sales for the majority of the last three years in between thru hikes, I knew that I didn't want to immediately go back into an office, but I definitely needed to work. Although gardening isn't the most lucrative job, I'm at the point where I'll gladly sacrifice some pay for a less stressful, more enjoyable gig that doesn't drive me up a wall into insanity. 

I drive a 2009 Nissan Versa. I bought it after I got home from the CDT. Funny enough, I sold my Honda Element before I started the CDT. It's white, has a slight rattle in the exhaust, is manual, and is the very base model they made. No power anything. No cruise. No AC. Neemor, Scooter and I took it 7,000 miles across the country and back with no problems. Well, next to no problems. I trusted it to get me to Colorado once more, so the 1,100 mile journey began out of Cincinnati. I said my goodbyes to Danny, Jiries, and Jay and got ready to here the hum of a car for the next 24 hours. I don't mind driving for long distances, just like I don't mind walking for long distances, I suppose. I got some quick snacks at the gas station, filled up my Nalgene and hit it. Indiana and Illinois flew by, and then Missouri felt like it dragged on forever. Not until I got to Kansas did I realize how much I truly hate 70West. It's one road. Forever. 

I slept for 6 hours from 11-5 and woke up in a daze. I tried to drive for another hour and a half before I ended up pulling off on a country dirt road and zonking for another 2 hours. I was exhausted, but with only 7 hours left, it would be over before I knew it. I pulled into my good friend Justin's apartment as my eyes began to get heavy again. Turns out, Justin's roommate is traveling for work and never even moved into the place. His open room is going to be vacant for the foreseeable couple of months. I wasn't planning on getting a place due to the cost of the rent here in Denver, but the opportunity was too good to not take it. Although the apartment isn't in Denver Proper, it's not far. Just a short 20 mile drive outside the city is the Centennial / Aurora area. Only about 40 minutes from Boulder and almost equal distance to Colorado Springs, it's a damn good location. I was planning on living out of my car and spending most of my time at the coffee shop, in the mountains, or at the climbing gym, but life always has a different plan. I brought in the two boxes of clothes and gear that I brought with me an that was it.

I'm now living in Denver. 

Sonic ascending Bierstadt last June

Sonic ascending Bierstadt last June

I have a few goals while I'm out here, and they all revolve around photography and the mountains. I'm in the process of putting a list together of the 14'ers I'd like to summit before the season is up, and my hopeful and maybe ambitious goal is around 20 of them. I only have Saturday and Sunday each weekend, but I'm going to make the most of each day. During the week I'll be going to work, just as most of us do, from 8-4, then either writing, editing, or filming. Somewhere in the time after work I'll be fitting in some training runs at the local state park near me to work on sprints, hills, and tempo runs. I want to be in shape to where I can link together a dew 14'ers in one go, meaning I need to keep the shape I'm currently in.

As far as the photography portion of the reason I moved to Denver; I'm going to immerse myself in the outdoor industry here and really try and start working more with brands, small companies, and people who have an awesome product or idea. I want to film for companies. I want to take photos for brands who represent the values and ideas that I value and hold close as well. I want to shoot rad climbers sending insane routes. I want to hop out on the trails and shoot Ultras and work with people who have a vision. Not only that, but with the real estate market as good as it is here, I want to capitalize on some additional work in that market. Although real estate photography would never be my first option as a profession, it is something I'm relatively decent at and enjoy. Some of the houses I've shot are quite pretty and have some intricate architecture to them. Really, when I look at it from a broad perspective, Denver is a place I think I can really thrive at. I think there's enough of what I love here to make it worth while for me to pursue something here.

Red Bass climbing the ridge towards the summit of Parkview on the CDT

Red Bass climbing the ridge towards the summit of Parkview on the CDT

After all, I moved here voluntarily with the initial intention of living out of my car.  

Be on the look out for a Trip Report from every 14'er I summit this year. My next project is based here in Colorado, and I'm incredibly excited to share it with you.

Back home on the AT with Wankles: The Grayson Highlands

It took all of about three minutes to convince myself that I needed to take a trip back to the AT, specifically the Grayson Highlands in Virginia this past week. For whatever reason, I was feeling much more anxious to be back on trail than normal, and with a short stint of weather in the 50's, I knew I had to take advantage of it, especially in January. I looked at my gear, compiled a list, packed up, and headed out from Columbus, Ohio on Wednesday the 24th. Prior to me leaving, my good friend Wankles had messaged me with hopes of having some time to come out on the weekend, and within an hour, he texted me back committing to hiking a couple days with me. 

I guess you should know if you already don't, that both myself and Wankles thru hiked the Appalachian Trail back in 2016, and although we had never hiked much together during our separate thru's, we've become extremely close friends over the last couple of years. Both being photographers who document their times in the backcountry, we have a lot in common and click really well on trail. I'm beginning to realize that a lot of my good friends are directly linked to the AT, which is something that makes me incredibly happy. 

Wankles on Mt. Rogers, the highpoint in VA.

Wankles on Mt. Rogers, the highpoint in VA.

As the morning quickly turned to afternoon, I found myself that much closer to Damascus, VA, the coveted trail town that hosts Trail Days. On a thru hike, Damascus is the holy grail of towns for NoBo's as they make their way through the Southern States. "After Damascus, we can send our winter clothes home!" say all of the Northbounders, as they pack up their goose feather filled coats, extra socks, and layers. Little do they, or did I know, that the Grayson Highlands get cold, and that's immediately right after Damascus. I arrived into town around 2:30 P.M with an overwhelming sense of both joy, and anxiousness deep in my chest. I hadn't been on the AT in quite some time, almost a year to be exact, but also, anytime I leave to go hike alone, I always have a bit of hesitancy to begin. I parked my car at the public parking behind the old Dollar General, grabbed a few things from the store, shoved them into my pack, and started walking down the street. The white blazes began to make themselves apparent as vivid memories of my time in Damascus started to flash in front of me. The beers we drank there! The socks I bought at that store! The green polka doted shorts shorts that I bought from the thrift store. It all started coming back. I turned right at the Marathon Gas Station, followed the blazes onto the Virginia Creeper Trail, walked the gravel towpath style trail until it split with the AT, and I was off. 

I was greeted with a frozen trail, a gradual incline, and more rhododendron then I could have ever tried to remember. I began to feel the burn in my calves that I had forgot about. The hunger that begins to appear after a mere 6 miles took hold, and soon enough I was shoving handfuls of chips into my gullet as fast as I could. White blaze after white blaze passed by as my softened feet carried me around bends, over bridges and to my first campsite of the section hike. The temperature was dropping quickly below freezing as my frigid hands fumbled with my tent and sleeping bad. Eventually, I settled in after a nice dinner of cold ramen, yum! Darkness had set in, my mind was racing, and low and behold, it was 7:00 P.M. I thought briefly to myself, "How the hell am I going to sit in this tent for the next 12 hours?". That I did though. I awoke at 6:15 or so, took a stroll to the bushes to pee, stretched a little bit, and immediately rushed back into my tent. The sun wasn't set to rise for another hour or so, and as the air passed over the river right next to my camp, I could feel the bitterness enter my bones. It was cold, I'm not much of a morning person, and I was tired because I had slept too long, so what the hell, what was another hour? I hopped back in my quilt, went back to sleep, and woke up with first light. It wasn't much warmer, but at least there was a sign of hope. I packed my backpack up, shoved a pop tart into my pocket, and started walking. 

White Blaze near the Highlands

White Blaze near the Highlands

Being back home, I think that's what I miss most about the trail. The tendency and way of life that is moving as soon as you wake. Using your physical body from sun up to sun down. Constantly being in motion. Being driven and motivated enough to literally walk towards something each and every day, even if you're not sure of what you're walking towards. 

I knew I would be eventually traversing up to Buzzard Rock, an incredibly beautiful area near Whitetop Mountain, but I had honestly kind of forgotten what was between Damascus and Whitetop. The day went as if I was on a thru hike of my own again. I hiked at a moderate pace, thinking of old friends, trying to remember everything from my '16 thru hike, and putting miles in as if I was on my way to Maine. All of a sudden, 7 miles had gone by without much notice. I decided I would stop for a nice break at an upcoming water source. The brisk air that filled the atmosphere the day prior had shifted to a much more comfortable 45 degrees, allowing me to hike without much perspiration while staying warm on the inclines. To my unexpected surprise, I didn't remember almost a damn thing from the 15 miles between where I camped and Whitetop. Up until about the last three miles, everything seemed to be new to me. Sure, I felt a connection to it, not only because I've already hiked it, but because it's the AT, but also it felt as if I had never been there. Odd would be an understatement. 

As I rounded the last bend before I started ascending to Buzzard Rock, I could see that the tops of the tree's on the summit were completely frozen. I hurried along the narrow trail, all of a sudden rejuvenated with energy. I raced to the top, stopping every once in awhile to enjoy the view behind me as it showed the entire range behind me crystal clear. Soon enough, snow began to fall from the trees as if it was snowing, but as I took notice to the trees, the snow was just melting from the tops. I broke through tree line, and in front of me was the summit of Buzzard Rock, with what do ya know? Birds flying around everywhere. What a sight to see. The entire landscape was frozen in time with nothing but the wind howling as it ripped through the frozen brush and the sporadic call of a bird from afar. 

Looking North from Buzzard Rock

Looking North from Buzzard Rock

With no phone service for the prior 24 hours or so, I was still assuming that I was meeting Wankles at Elk Garden, a road crossing roughly 3 miles from the summit of Whitetop. As I filled my bottles at the piped spring on the summit, something I was anticipating, I turned my phone on, and to my pleasant surprise this time around, Wankles was going to be at the road just ahead a few hours from then! I was planning on taking a nice break then heading down to the other road crossing, but it seemed as if my day was over. I found a nice flat spot on the summit, set up, got cozy, and waited for the sunset. With about an hour to spare, I got my dinner rolling, enjoyed a cigarette at the top, and just thought to myself, "How does it get any better than this?" That was something that I asked myself a lot on my thru hike, and my question was always answered. Deep in my thoughts, all of a sudden the sun was almost down. I grabbed my camera, snapped a few photos, and settled in as I awaited Wankles' arrival.

Sunset at Whitetop Mountain Looking West

Sunset at Whitetop Mountain Looking West

A few hours passed as I watched a couple of downloaded movies on my phone, and the next thing I knew, I heard a whistle, saw a couple of lights pull up, and I headed down to the parking lot. None other than Wankles was standing outside of his car, packing up and getting ready for what would be an amazing weekend ahead. 

It had been well over a few months since we had seen each other, and it couldn't have been better to reunite back on our home turf, our favorite place, the AT. Like I mentioned above, Wankles and I had thru hiked the same year, and as photographers, we both fell in love with capturing the AT and everything that encompasses the trail. It was well past dark when Wankles arrived, so we got his shelter set up, had a small safety meeting, and headed to bed, anxious as could be to get a full day on trail the next day, but also...ponies. We were a mere 8 or so miles out from entering the Grayson Highlands.

The sun eclipsed over the layers of mountains as Wankles started running around the tents, trying to get the best angle and light. I slept in a little bit as I had only gotten about 6 hours of sleep the night prior. I laid in the tent, watched the sun rise, started packing up, and soon enough, our feet began moving. Both of us had some sort of intensity about us that day. We were entirely too stoked on hiking, but also, the anxiousness and nervousness was beginning to fade away and dissipate into something more relaxing. Something...comfortable. 

We passed by Elk Garden, through the gate, up and into the Pines, and on our way to the Highlands. It's a fairly rocky and rooty section of trail, something I so ignorantly forgot about. Wankles and I talked extensively about the AT, especially during our thru hikes. We discussed how it's changed via social media, the preconceived notions of the trail, and so on. We rambled about stories from the White's, our time spent in Maine, and of course all of the breakfasts we ate in the South. Somehow though, all of the little bits of the AT were forgotten. Memories that were once so vivid, sharp, and seemingly unforgettable, all of a sudden weren't anywhere to be found. Repressed, filed away, and buried under two years worth of travel, family and friends, I eventually found them. "A lot has changed in two years...." I thought to myself as we made our way to the entrance to the highlands.

Entering the Highlands

Entering the Highlands

The landscape drastically began to change, the pines began to be more visible, the light began to refract through the branches and trees, and all of a sudden we arrived at the entrance. Our excitement level was through the roof, and as we began to navigate the rutted, deep, narrow trench of a trail through the highlands, I think we both realized how perfect of a setting the highlands actually were. The Grayson Highlands is a state park in Virginia, home to hikers of all status and length, a mesmerizing landscape reminiscent of something from Lord of the Rings, and lets not forget, small, graceful, quite beautiful, ponies. The Highlands could very well be the most anticipated section of trail in the South because of the ponies. Stories and rumors surface about the ponies well in advance of arriving to them on a thru hike, but Wankles and I both knew what was coming. 

Here are some views and ponies from the Highlands:

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Pony!

Pony!

We took our time meandering through the highlands this time around, making damn sure we fully experience the beauty that lay within. We stopped a few times for a snack and safety meeting, played with multiple herds of ponies, and eventually made our way through the Highlands and into our camp that night, a nice flat spot on the side of the ridge, well clear of the wind that was gusting atop. We lit our first fire of the trip, ate our usual dinner, took some night shots, and headed to bed. By the time our fire wore down, it was almost 10 o'clock, and a much needed rest was in order. We had a big day ahead of us, little did we know.

Getting the fire going.

Getting the fire going.

We woke up with plans of hiking 17 miles to Trimpi shelter, and as our day sped on, we got word that the forecast wasn't in our favor anymore. What once was going to be a sunny, warm day, had all of a sudden turned into a predicted rain, tempted to start around 7:00 P.M. Both Wankles and I didn't want to get soaked, especially on a section hike. Sure, if we were thru hiking, things would be different, but hell, who wants to get wet when they're out for only a few days?

Now let me interrupt this section by saying that I had been trying a new pair of shoes on trail. I had picked up a pair of Merrell Trail Gloves, a minimalist, zero drop shoe, with essentially NO cushioning. Seriously, they have nothing. My feet had been a little more beaten up than normal over the last couple of days, but the real problem lay in my tendon on my right foot. I could feel it under duress, but didn't really have much of an option other than to hike on and to get to Marion so I could start the resting process. 

Just a beautiful section of trail.

Just a beautiful section of trail.

Wankles cruising along.

Wankles cruising along.

Back to the trail. We decided to turn on the jets, and try and beat the rain. Instead of a 17 mile day, we decided to try and get to Marion that night. A 26.7 mile hike from our campsite to the town would provide salvation from the impending rain, well, freezing rain for that matter. As the miles passed by, the pain in my right foot intensified. Soon enough, we arrived to our original destination, Trimpi Shelter, and at 3:00 or so, we had plenty of time to kill, so I took some time to decide if I should hike on or not. I arrived at the decision that I would rather have a foot in pain than be wet and still have that same foot in pain. We enjoyed our brief break, and with around 10 or so miles to go, we set off into the evening, trying to push miles before it got dark. As we climbed out of the shelter and back onto the trail, the pain in my foot became nearly unbearable as a couple more miles disappeared beneath my feet. I couldn't possibly hike anymore, my feet were telling me. The shoes had essentially failed me two days prior, and I had been trying to fix a broken record ever since. The pain began to shoot through my foot as if there was no end, and eventually I came to the conclusion that if something didn't change, I was going to be wet the morning after as I would be hiking in the rain. Wankles looked at me and offered to literally switch me shoes so I could make it to Marion. Luckily, he was wearing Altra Timps, and if you're not familiar, they basically look like moon shoes. All the cushion in the world. Honestly, I was dreaming about those shoes the entire time anyways, I couldn't help but think about how alllllll that cushion would help my foot tremendously. Just like that, I had his shoes on. We swapped, and we were on our way. To be truthful, we both were kind of interested in trying each others' shoes anyways, we had never hiked in the models we each had on, so it has a benefit to him anyways. I couldn't get over the fact that I was wearing his shoes though, it made me chuckle as my foot all of a sudden stopped getting worse.

Beautiful Blaze.

Beautiful Blaze.

No cushion, extremely minimalist, zero drop shoe = intense tendon pain in the foot if you're not ready for it. I thought I had prepared enough to use them on a longer hike, but I was severely wrong. 

8 miles to go. We hiked on as the sun began to set. 7 miles to go. "We've got this dude, it feels so good to be getting a marathon in STRAIGHT OFF THE COUCH.", we yelped as we trotted down trail. 6 miles remaining. 5 miles. It's dark now. We clicked our headlamps on as we traversed down the ridge back into the valley. 4 miles. 3 miles. 2 miles. 1 mile. Boom, Partnership Shelter appeared out of the thick, black forest and into our eyesight. We made it. We had successfully hiked 26.7 miles, 8 of which were in the opposite persons' shoes. 26.7 miles through Virginia. Over ridges, through valleys, over streams, and up mountains. Straight off the couch. Somehow, our weak, once powerful and determined legs had carried us a full marathon to our destination. It began to rain as we pulled into the visitor center and called a trail angel to give us a ride into town. We had beat the rain, pushed our physical limits at the time, and had a blast doing it. 

Sparks, the trail angel, was set to arrive in about 20 minutes, so we sat down under and awning, took our packs off, and kicked back and relaxed finally. Our thighs and calves screamed in agony, my foot throbbed as the blood rushed into it, and the goosebumps on my legs began to rise as the cold rain soaked into my skin. Sparks arrived just as he said he would with his wife. The heater kicked on, we warmed up, shared stories of our thru hikes, talked trail, and arrived to the Econolodge. They happily agreed to pick us up in the morning and take us back to Wankles' car on top of Whitetop. What kind, generous people Sparks and his wife are. They wished us a good night and we hobbled into the hotel lobby to get a room.

Moments later, our hunger stricken stomachs led us to the mexican joint against our painstakingly throbbing legs' wants and needs. We ordered a 32oz beer each, feasted on chips and salsa, burritos, and more, and just kind of basked in the glory that is hiking along the AT for a moment. Both of us were kind of in awe from the days events, and although our hunger for food dissipated into our stomachs, the hunger for more hiking never wavered. We talked about what we would do if we just decided to keep going. Go to Maine again, summit Katahdin, and maybe come back for the rest of the south. We joked about starting another thru hike, as if it was out of the question, but I think both of us had a little bit of truth in what we were saying. We both yearned to be back on the trail for another thru hike. The call of the AT is strong, especially around the spring time as it is when we started back in '16. 

Alas, we laughed it off as if it was a joke. "It would be pretty fun to do it again, but I think I'll do it in another stage of my life.", Wankles pondered. Myself? I'm not so sure. I could leave tomorrow for another thru hike of the AT and be completely content with my decision. I love that trail and everything that encapsulates it. Everything the trail touches turns to gold. 

We hobbled back 'home' to our room, and within minutes we were both passed out. A long day was behind us, indeed. 

Our morning started with a breakfast from Bojangles, a pleasant ride up to our car from Sparks and his wife, and more trail talk than we could handle. Sparks has been shuttling hikers since '14 when his son thru hiked, and we were grateful to hear all the stories from his talkative wife. They were both more than elated to help us, and I couldn't have asked for more of a genuine interaction. What wonderful people. 

We got to the car, headed towards Damascus, recounted the awesome and wonderful time we had the last couple days, and went our separate ways. I hopped in my car, taken back by the sudden entrance back to society, got my bearings, stopped to get gas, and headed home. 

The small trip that felt like a lifetime was over. I wasn't thru hiking the AT, contrary to what my brain was telling me. I had to go home, but how could I do that when I felt most at home on the AT?

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